The big Olive tree
At the facade of my home
Told me: “you are free
To wander heaven’s dome
You are grounded to the soil
But, send your branches up above
Your fruits are full of vital oil
Your leaves like wings of dove“
O mighty tree,” I said to it
“Your symbols like an ancient mark –
Remind me for a little bit
The Dove, the Olive leaf, the Arc.
This biblical story of the Flood
Might lead us to a sacred birth
Which will reveal a greenish bud –
A trace for our brand New Earth”.
One of the insights that came to me in my journey is that location is just the setting…
We all being lead and / or leading ourselves to the right location at the right time, if we listen and do not ignore the ‘Calling’ …
In my experience, this whole world is one whole sequence and the boundaries placed in it are just a fiction…
Earth has no boundaries… Nature has no boundaries…
So, in my opinion, all the locations and all the places are the same…
Depends on who, why, how much and when…
This hallucinatory pandemic only exposes this sequence to those who do not feel it anyway…
And more than that, the drive to move, comes, again in my experience, from the animal instinct that is a central part of us, and unfortunately, is forgotten and repressed by most of the animals called Humans…
The connection to this instinct is an excellent compass that allows to know when and where to be… for me, just as animals move to find another living space when they are out of water and food, so we should move when physical, emotional and energetic resources no longer match our needs …
After a year in London I feel like I have understood everything I was supposed to understand from and about the Matrix ‘at its best’, and know, even more than ever, how much this is not a way to continue, for me…
Experiencing the system in the extreme was necessary for me to reach an unequivocal conclusion, that I was meant to live differently on this earth… not that I did not know, or rather, I felt it before, but, in Israel, and even in Tel Aviv, which in some ways is a metropolis like other big cities in the world , the vague, unprofessional enough and inefficient enough conduct, did not really allow me to understand how far the civilizations we have created in this world have reached downright inhuman places…
We have created for ourselves anti-nature lifestyles, while we are, presumably, an integral part of it, which leads unimaginable amounts of people to states of anxiety, depression, blurring of senses, disconnection and suicide… And again, here in London it is exposed and distinctly… black on white, so it cannot be confused that this is it…
I have learned in my life that the way to understand, someday, what is right, requires a process of denying things that are not… and this is a process that is only possible while experimenting and wondering… So, again, I have reached the stage of wondering, and now, I need time to digest, observe and think deeply about what the next experience will be…
What is clear to me is that this next experience will have to be as harmoniously and completely connected to nature as possible …
In these days of dramatic change in every possible sense, something dead and something born…
And it happens at the same time … a lot of the old is fading away and the new is starting to pop up among the rubble…
This is my experience from the present period.
The connection to nature in general and to the earth in particular is a kind of mediation between the old and the new, for me….
Since I arrived in London and everything was closed I found myself most of the time in the many parks and forests in and around the city… First I sat on the benches and in recent months I found myself sitting on the ground and leaning on trees… According to the messages I receive, the new world will grow from the earth, inspired by the Origin, and we have a central role in allowing it to grow… support it and let it support us…
The rays of the sun charge the earth, and therefore, it is the one that has the ability to charge us with energy and vitality, if we connect to it… Just as the Origin sends its ‘rays’ to the earth and charges it with inspiration and creativity that may give us the power to create…
Even if civilization, the matrix, the babylon system will collapse at some rate and in some ways (as I still see in my visions, and we ‘won’ some proof so far), and even if we continue to destroy the trees, plants and animals, as we do, in our many iniquities, It seems that in the meantime, the earth will be ‘there’…
When I think about the necessity of understanding that the world we have created is a parallel world, which does not work with nature, and that a return to the simple and unmediated connection with nature will heal, grow and create, I feel that the closest quality to the pre-creation, pre-the Big Bang, is Earth…
And maybe this time, unlike Adam and Eve who were tempted to know and do, we will allow ourselves to Let Go… not to try to know anything, not to try to do anything, to believe that everything is possible, to surrender to nature and let it lead, guide and direct us…
As a result of the elevated experiences I’ve been through in the new space in which I live, I have researched and found beautiful sound connections between the Hebrew language, which is dear to me and my favorite of all the languages my ears have heard so far, and between English.
The word: ‘Hila’ in Hebrew has several translations, including the familiar and well-known word: ‘Aura’, and also the word: ‘Corona’.
Beyond the relevance of the last translation to what is happening around, I’ve been moved by the phonetic closeness between the word ‘Or’ – ‘Light’ in Hebrew – and the word: ‘Aura’, and between the words: ‘Keren’, ‘Karnayim’, ‘Krina’ – ‘Beam’, ‘Rays’, ‘Radiation’ in Hebrew – (after all, the Aura is the projection of the thing it encircles) and between the word: ‘Corona’.
One can say that maybe Covid 19 is called Corona, since it has ‘good’ and ‘bad’ hidden meanings … Maybe its role is to air , to make room for new light, for the rays of the cosmos, the divinity, the Source, to fill the voids created by human thinning… Maybe it is related, as the followers of conspiracies will say, to a new technological radiation power that is being built exactly in these moments around the world (G5), which I hope will also enable faster and higher-quality energetic communication over the distance, who knows?
Anyway, these rays might be for me, the Cornucopia (‘keren’ in Hebrew is also ‘Horn’) – the rays of abundance, the rays of light and the heat of the sun, a radiation that releases free movement without limits of time and space … I wish!
These days, we ask, implore and even demand from us to keep at least two meters apart …
This demand provokes frustration and anger in the hearts of many, but if we take a moment to look at it, we can recall the ancient Indian concept of the Sacred Space, which was an organic part of their culture and way of life …
According to Native American, the existence of a human being does not end in the limits of his body, but rather in the energetic space that surrounds him and is, in fact, the resonance of his presence …
Some call this energetic space Aura and some call it the encompassing light … In my experience, it doesn’t really matter what its name is, what matters is our need, as humans, to feel, see, be sensitive to and give it space …
If we learn to give this energetic cover a place, we will preserve a natural distance (which is not forced for external reasons) that respects the personal space of each of us, allowing for a sense of security and preventing penetration, discomfort and even aggression and profanity …
And here it is, amazingly and vice versa, this natural distance has the power to strengthen the unity and harmony between us … By being charged with the energies of two or more human beings, it may become a kind of glue that creats connection, closeness, balance and merging…
I chose a photo of a swan because the swan, although a noble, soft, and even magnificent animal, can become very aggressive towards penetrating its sacred space, its personal space, and not keeping a distance that does not threaten its existence …
Another challenge we face these days is the feeling of uncertainty that floats on the surface and reminds us of its existence…
In my experience, uncertainty is not the extraordinary situation, but, rather, most of us attempt to create certainty and to believe in it is the one that deviates from the straight path… After all, if we take a moment to look at ourselves and the nature around us, we will discover that uncertainty is probably the ‘real game’ of our existence in this world…
The certainty is, in fact, a kind of fiction that supposedly gives us collateral, the vast majority of which turn out to be inconsistent with our expectations …
And I suggest, let’s get excited about the uncertainty, be intrigued by the fact that it has the magic of endless possibilities, the freedom to choose every moment anew, the almost limitless movement and action space, the vitality and joy of life…
Let’s use this time to learn to devote ourselves to the uncertainty, to release control and grip on the things that surround us, which are not as strong and stable as the center within us, which includes everything that we are…
In my experience, fearlessness, flexibility and creativity are these true tools in which we can rejoice and enjoy and even experience Inspiration and exaltation…
Every Friday at noon, Shlomit Achirotem, my friend (and possibly my sister) and me meet for a few hours at a cafe halfway between the Shapira neighborhood, where I currently reside and the ‘Haogen’ kibbutz where Shlomit lives … These meetings that take place for the personal need of both of us to share one another in the occurrences of our lives, are also a wonderful opportunity for a fertilize dialogue about the journey, destination and mission of each of us …
During our last meeting, the nomadic theme, that more and more interests me, was discussed, and we realized that the word ‘Nomad’ can be divided into two words – No and Mad – not crazy, sane … On the contrary – the nomad who might be interpreted as unusual and maybe even crazy, is perhaps the sane person in the group, which brings us back to an existential state where you can walk fearlessly and uninhibited with the spirit and not against it …
In this context, the threatening and controversial combination – ‘Homeless’, also mentioned…
What does it mean to be homeless? For me, this does not mean synonymous with misery, helplessness, lack of choice or the need to escape society, but rather the freedom to choose and release the grip on the walls, objects and accessories that supposedly provide us with security and stability…
Then these two sentences came to me:
The Nomad is the Homeless of the New World
The Homeless is the Nomad of the New World
Either way, my mental desire is to find a practical lifestyle model (whose rules are already becoming clear to me) based on the ‘equation’ that releasing the grip is actually the prescription for mental health …
I recently renewed the validity of my German passport, which I became authorized to receive 10 years ago.
During all these years I only used it when I was flying abroad a few times…
These days, when living abroad is at stake, I realized (for some reason I have not internalized it before) that in addition to being a citizen of Israel, I am also a citizen of Germany, and then I decided to choose Berlin as my next stop and a starting point to another circle in the Spiral …
I see myself standing on the stage again, this time across Europe, passing through me and echoing out words and melodies containing messages that I have collected for many years, and which are necessary for me to pass on…
This time, it will not only be the musical materials I wrote and still write, but also verbal content that I would like to speak to different audiences …
I have agreed, without ‘being ashamed’ anymore, to call this doing – a Mission, which, until it is not fulfilled, I will not gain peace and comfort …
As it seems now, with the support and help of good and professional people working around me and with me, which I really need right now, this may happen …
The Spirit Warriors are the same people who walk with the spirit and not against it.
The Spirit Warriors are the same people who believe in their species, want the best for them, willing to protect them, respect them and accept them whoever they are.
The words: war and soldering in Hebrew – Milhama and Halhama, are from the same root… to fighting and soldering is the same action, in fact – the war of the Spirit Warriors is with the blockages, objections, prejudices and fears that are still nested within him, and which he has to eradicate, In order that will be created soldering between him and his species